i dont want my actions to hurt other people and i feel so bad when that happens. please let me know what i have unintentionally done so we can work together to prevent it from happening again. ❤

some thoughts

No lives would matter if black lives don’t.

People say oh why do I have to care about the whole BLM thing, I’m not black I’m not white I’m not even American. Sure, you can shamelessly pretend that you live in a world of your own, but you certainly don’t. We are all human and you’re a human too. This world is not divided on the borders of race, ethnicity, and citizenship. We live on this singular planet as a collective; nobody is disconnected from nobody. I wouldn’t be too sad if the entire human society suddenly vanishes someday, but since we still live on today, can we please at least make the world suck less for its members. Injustice doesn’t become just because you are used to it; prevalence doesn’t equal rational. People, as individuals and groups, are undeniably suffering from injustice and negligence, which ultimately is the product of privileged people’s selfishness. Selfishness is an inherent trait of all humans; it’s there and it’s impossible to get rid of. What we should really want is to eliminate the privileges we have given to certain people, not to ask them nicely to stop being selfish.

This is a systematic revolution, not merely a reform.

No reformation would fundamentally change the system that it stands for. We have seen this being proven for too many times, whether it’s in China, Dominican Republic, Iran, Lebanon, Spain, US, or Zimbabwe, whether it’s about democracy, economy, racial disparity, or personal freedom. I’m not advocating for violence; in fact, I believe that violence directed towards individuals is never productive. However, when the problem is the justice system itself, there’s no point to stick to the rules that it laid out. There’s no way to change the system unless we actively repel the system.

I utterly respect and salute all the brave people who take the enormous risk to fight for their and others’ lost rights. You’re the real heroes that advance human society while I’m just someone typing on the internet. Let us remember the people that lost their lives 31 years ago in Beijing and all around China, and the people of Hong Kong who are fighting against the regime to get their stolen freedom back. Let us remember the identities of Tibetans and Uyghurs, the lands of Kurds and Palestinians, and the planet we all share, just to name a few.

*The reason why I am somewhat reluctant to share my thought in this is that I don’t think I am informed or educated enough on this issue to comment on it. But here I am. You don’t have to agree with me on my thoughts and I’m sure a lot of my ideas are premature or biased. However, I hope we can at least agree on that this is an issue needed to be addressed, and silence does not help in this. That’s it.

Some of my previous gibberish

14 Aug 19, On the recent Hong Kong protest:

從理智上講,我不認為香港示威者圍攻假記者的行為是「正確」的。不管背景如何,這個行為是是私刑,是違法,是不符合基本的民主抗爭的準則。這和我對於死刑的態度有些類似的地方,如果我們「處理」不遵守社會準則的人的方式就是把他殺掉,那我們和他又有多少區別;這也是我支持修復性司法和廢死的原因。但是,如果考慮到背景,這時候的違法行為或是暴力抗爭也有他合理的地方。道德上,衝突雙方有使用對等措施的權力。在這一點上,這件事情和死刑爭議的區別是死刑是針對個人並且是剝奪他的所有權利,而香港示威是針對公權力的集體行為。如果這麼看的話,如果有必要,暴力抗爭也可以算是合理。我說的可能很矛盾,把我自己都弄暈。我可能想說,當警察對示威者使用不合理武力的時候,示威者有道德上的權利去使用對等的措施。但是如果警察下班了,他不再是一個公權力的代表而是一個個人,那就請不要騷擾他。警察的家人更是不能用任何理由去騷擾。附一個王丹的 post

Originally posted on Twitter

11 Aug 19, On the inadequacy of public transportation in the US:

I just can’t get over the fact that the default mean of transport is the car in the US. On literally every website of a business or organization, when you go to the direction/contact us section, there’s always step-by-step direction for cars but not public transit. Sometimes there’s really no transit options while sometimes they just don’t care. In most of East Asia the default mean of transport is metro, bus, and walking. I’m in St Louis today and I was surprised to find how cheap and easy it is to park your car in the downtown core of a major city in the US. I was also planning to visit the National Museums of Transportation, only to find out that there’s no transit options to get there on Sundays. What an irony. Even in Southern Africa we have better transit options than in most of US. Sure it’s not official or regulated, but at least it works.

Originally posted as a Facebook comment on a post published in the group New Urbanism Memes for Transit-Oriented Teens.

03 Jun 19, On an interesting but useless fact:

Fun fact:
The English name for the largest river in SE Asia, Mekong, comes from Thai/Lao Mae Nam Khong, in which the Mae Nam part means river in Thai/Lao, and the Khong part comes from Chinese, meaning river.
So the name Mekong River actually means RiverRiver River…

Originally posted on Twitter

What can I buy in eSwatini?

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I could not believe there was a frozen section at the grocery stores here. Once again, I was wildly misinformed about what kind of shopping access there would be in eSwatini.

I realized pretty early on that eSwatini was not as isolated as I expected. We were taken to the grocery store after a few days in the country, and my mind was blown. There wasn’t enough time or money to process everything the Matsapha Pick’n’Pay offers, but I knew I would not have to eat rice and beans for every meal every day of my service after that first shopping trip.

Simply stated, you can buy just about anything here, although some things can come at quite the price.

So how does this access affect what you should bring and what you should buy in-country?

What you receive

Every PCV and Response volunteer will receive kitchenware, bedding, a few…

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Top activities in Swaziland

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I had heard of Swaziland before receiving my Peace Corps country placement, but I did not know anything about this tiny kingdom in Southern Africa. You might be traveling to Swaziland for the first time because you know PCV here or maybe you are coming to Bushfire, one of Africa’s largest music festivals, and you probably do not know too much about the kingdom, either. Here’s Bushfire’s survival guide, if you are coming for the music festival.

This weekend will be my first Bushfire, too, but after 11-and-a-half months of living in Swaziland, I have visited many of Swaziland’s top sights and still have a list of places to visit.

There are plenty of places to get away from it all here in Swaziland, which you really might need after a crazy weekend at Bushfire with 40,000 other festival-goers, and fortunately because Swaziland is so small, it does…

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